Archive for April, 2006

fall to pieces

Thursday, April 27th, 2006

"Fall To Pieces"

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can’t undo
If I had my way
I’d never get over you
Today’s the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don’t wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it
Cuz I’m in Love With you

You’re the only one,
I’d be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I’m in love with you
Cuz i’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you

uni uni uni…

Tuesday, April 25th, 2006

it had been such a long time..when everyone have alrd received their notifications Xcept 4 me…OMG…haiz…nvm..lets keep my fingers crossed 1st yea… =)

been slpin at 4+am lately haha….yawns…gonna go zzzz le..

…the best dae at work…haha

Saturday, April 22nd, 2006

….cool dae yea todae…not much call..nearli kanna compulsory leave agn…lolx…

watched chelsea VS liverpool juz now…OMG…chelsea lost to liverpool leh…guess the Reds r regainin their form agn yea…haha

* haf faith in me *

* trust me *

* belive me *

* i m real *

=)

…tk care my dear…

Friday, April 21st, 2006

….ar…chew…chew…chew….haha….nose lyk a running tap…haha…

…its 11.36pm…haha…slackin dae…feelin stil kinda full…ate mac n ice-cream…duno who lor..watch me eat den dunwan eat ice-cream…haha

so sianz…tml stil got work..yawns…

humans r error-prone…

Tuesday, April 18th, 2006

well..bad bad bad dae todae…i feel so moooooddddyyyyy…haha..but ain’t i lucky? for once…my work was enjoyable todae n not tt mudane…all those who called in r kinda interesting…they r the ones who made my dae todae… totally unxpected huh..haha..hope tml wilb sth lyk tis too…oh..i mean those callers not the dae itself…lolX….

haiz…i duno..seem to b losin my grip in life agn..wads happennin? i duno i realli dun noe…or mayb i noe but is avoiding?

i feel insecure becoz i noe how fast hearts can change & how promises can b easily broken…mayb i shld try breaking out of my world n let sum ppl in….its either i break out of this circle or i juz keep gg ard it le ba…i duno wat to do actualli…or how to salvage everytg….

i’m tired….i really am…i wish time will fly 100 yrs ahead when by then,i’m alrd gone….gone…

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Friday, April 14th, 2006

"From The Start" by Ryan Cabrera

Tell me what you need
You know it’s on your mind
You say he’s usually
Screwin’ up your life
He’s always gone
When you need to talk
It’s just so wrong
I wish you’d wonder

Love is it enough
I’ll be your shelter when the weather is rough
Oh you should let go
I’d let you love me
Like I was in your heart
Just trust like I was there from the start

I’ll tell you what you need
A man more like me
It’s not a fantasy
You can have everything
You can be loved
And it’s time you know girl
You’ve had enough

I wish you’d wonder

Love is it enough
I’ll be your shelter when the weather is rough
Oh you should let go
I’d let you love me
Like I was in your heart
Just trust like I was there from the start

So much left just look
It’s time you leave

Love is it enough
I’ll be your shelter when the weather is rough

Love is it enough
I’ll be your shelter when the weather is rough
Oh you should let go
I’d let you love me
Like I was in your heart
Just trust like I was there from the start

…deteriorating health…

Tuesday, April 11th, 2006

all my health probs r cuming back at once..omg..n i dunno can mc not leh..work is god damm bz now..so pengz..sianz..

I juz wanna live by Good Charlotte……..
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)

It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I’m paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see

chorus :

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x7]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
And fake ass girls all know your names and
(Lifestyles) of the rich and famous
Your first hit are you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we’re livin’

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we’re coming from
We’ve already seen
The wealth that this life can bring

Now we’re expected everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

…pregnant ladies r the most charming…

Monday, April 10th, 2006

…started work at 10.50am todae…haha..dou it was suppose 2b 8.30am…lolX..well…initailly tot tt it wil b turning out 2b one of those nitemares workdaes agn…BUT it turned out 2b OKAY…haha..well..the onli bad tg was tt lunch was cut in2 half due to the bz season of filing… Dots Dots Dots….got a messed up & paranoid female caller …well…frm HDB she claimed n started drowin me wif those weird govt. names.. & policies..pengZ…Luckily…my asst manager,a pregnant woman came 2 my rescue…haha…a forever-smiling lady…well done mam ~! haha… no rain todae…

went out aft work ..go hm den out to shop shop…nth much dou…juz plain tired…stoopid gastrics is hurting me the entire dae….argh ! ! !

*is it realli true tt everyone will c light aft the storm…..? *

….aLL messed up…

Sunday, April 9th, 2006

went out todae … kinda fun… haha… no rain at last le~! lets hope nxt week will stay the same yea…

so sianz…now at hm rotting…

nth much to wrote dou…haha..coz i’m a v secretive person !! LOL… ;)

…rain rain & rain….

Saturday, April 8th, 2006

…dots…rain everydae…rain rain go away,cum agn another dae…haha..

had a smooth dae at work todae… phew ~! haha… juz wake up frm nap nt lng ago onli….

haha…hungry…..