~ LifE$cRipT ~

finalli tis bloody sept is over…great…its 12.32am le of 1st oct…

happie childrens’ dae !!!!! how i miss it manz………

an oldies which i lyk :

一千个伤心的理由 ~ 张学友 

爱过的人我已不再拥有
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久
错过的人是否可以回首
爱过的心没有任何讲求
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久
走过的路再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘
爱过的心没有任何请求
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久
走过的路再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘

* wake me up when sept end,its when all tis shit wil end..haha..i m awaken!!! *

gosh…

i wan to announce!! tis is the most freakingly damm damm damm suay week i ever had for tis year 2006 !!! gosh….the most sickly week too !! damm manz … tis sept sucks .

suddenli i cant wait for childrens’ day to cum…

am becoming increasinly worried 4 my final exams…soon le wor…in earli nov..wish me luck manz.. esp 4 accounting which i esp haf a v bad omen…well..mayb coz i gt a lousy lecturer 4 it….

你不在 ~ 王力宏

(you’re not here)
当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来
但你不在不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难挨
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来但你不在
那些摇摆我都明白都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在
你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
一个人分饰两角的恋爱
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在

tuition was cancelled todae…gonna rush my 1000words report…din do well 4 my gp presentation tt time..so yea…we muz jiayou 4 the report le !

tired…drained…who am i? i m lost.. my insomnia is gettin worse…. hai

* i m lost in tis world…so i chose to reside in my lil world… *

i realised that i wil literally die w/o my calculator. w/o it…at tuition n sch…lol..i m lost…gosh!

giddy the whole dae but now finalli i feel much better… health bad sia..muz exercise more le i guess…i cannot b so lazy n slack everytime..argh !!

rite now..my new blog is stil under construction…damm lazy to go fix it oso..haha…used to haf a xanga blog oso…but well..i din update it for lyk 1.5yrs le…juz found it back yest…aft readin it..nearli burst into laughter manz..damm funni ! haha…painless memories r funni & nice when u looked back…

din do much todae..xcept went for tuition..manage to help my sis buy her black hair clip…a hairband for myself….n nata de coco..haha…1 of my fave desserts..

….oct is coming…mmmm…tis 2006 is moving damm fast manz..i haven even catch my breath lidat…soon it wilb chinese new yr…haha..i simply love tt manz..all the goodies !!! & new clothes !!! & can finalli mit mani of my relatives tt i din c for a lng time…& the best reason to stay up damm late !!! haha…but well…the mooncake festival is nt even here yet… haha… i m tinkin way too fast it seems..boo !

… worried abt projects & studies rite now..sianz…

….yup i m sorri tt i dun allow ppl to c my diary… terribly sorrie…haix… coz its so paiseh n tt i dun wan 2 end up feelin v uncomfortable aft sum1 had read it…. aint impt anyway….those tgs in the past…those tots in the past…those happenings in the past… =)

* get a grip *

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ar…i wan 2 rush out my pw deadline….haha…gosh…the last deadline is 12/10/06..so i stil gt some time b4 i submit my 2000words report for the gp…. hope we can finish in time !

todae…stomach damm weird…bloated…so bloated….ar…weird…mayb coz  i ate too much le… =x

….weird dae….

can habits b changed? can all bad tgs juz stop n end ? can better tgs continue ? pls ?

i made a wish tonite n i hope it wilb realised .

mmm..tinkin of settin a blog outside frenster….seems beta & nicer too…but damm troublesome leh…any ideas anyone ??

* tk care baby *

gosh..i m heaty agn…sian…kinda dizzy de…yawns…tml gonna b a lng dae agn..gt pw in the mrn ,sch & then tuition at nite..damm bz dae….shag .

….. too lazy to blog oso…lyk nth much to write..mayb i haf run out of words n tots ba…

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…………. i haf finally finished my mushroom soup,nt tt i took 3 hrs to finish it but mayb ard an hr..wa…damm hot initially..but actualli the real reason is tt…the soup seem to b meant for 2 pigs to finish….but i finished 7/8 of it..so well…i m more than a pig lor…lolx…

haiz..lately nt much motivation to revise or do anytg else..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz…tis cant goes on manz…at tis rate…i m practically flunking my studies away AGAIN…i cant afford tis kind of mistake agn… tru out pri & sec..everytg was gg fine n reali smooth until i hit JC..duno wad the hell happened 2 me..mayb coz b4 tt…i suffered a great emotional turmoil ba.. sad… waste my time on such worthless matters tt time… shame on me . i m the one solely responsible 4 tis manz… buck up buck up !!

ouch…my ulcer is hurting agn…gt an ulcer hidden at a corner manz…gosh !

its juz 10.40pm & i m gettin tired agn..haf been like tis for daes le..

goodness…im gettin a sorethroat….argh..my throat is realli painful now..haix.sad.

………..guess i stop here……. yawns…

* tk care *

hey hey… my hp sent for service…so i cant use it yea…sorri if i din reply any of u guys… =) duno y…suddenli the hp went siao…haizzzzzzzz..nearli drove me crazy in the noon !! argh ! seems lyk my model sux

phew ! finally aft the presentation but there’s stil 1 mor to cum in fact a more major de..argh…but tink todae’s presentation went well… haha.

damm tired ………

……… hai…all my msgs lost….haix…sad sia..meant to b…

..aft tuition ..on my way hm at tamp interchange saw a pri sch fren…she was sittin dw n waiting for bus & i did saw her..but i was damm shag thus din sae hi…anyway we aint tt close..haha..i wil smile at her the nxt time i c her… mmm den aft i joined in the queue…i saw another of my pri sch fren…haha..i had seen him mani mani times le manz..wad a coindence..but both of us were listenin to mp3…& it haf been quite sum time since we last tok…so yea..u can guess wad happened agn… haha…

haix .

projects r piling up . shit .

* wads realli happening ? *

argh…been having insomnia lately…mayb coz i haf been drinkin too much coffee ba…but it din realli perk me up much too..argh… rite now..i m so shagged tt my brain cant work properly… & tml i gt 2 tuition on… 3-5pm & then 6.30pm - 8 pm.. CUI !

projects r piling up & guess we gonna mit realli often to finish …stil gt 4 pending manz & the deadline r drawing near… hope we can finish in time =)

…. if an apology can solve everytg den wad’s the need for cops ? haha..tts was dao ming si verse in meteor garden… classic manz to me… damm cool sia… but aft u apologise ..pls dun repeat the same mistake…i alrd said NO…so pls stop asking non-stop coz the ans wil stil b the same NO . get it ?

3 more days !!!!

duno y..haf been feeling kinda hungry these 2 daes…wonder ixit due to the cold weather ??? haha…but i admit i haf been eating alot todae… haha… appearances r deceptive..tis i agree…shld nt judge on looks yea… the most honest looking person on earth could turn out 2b a pervert & the 1 wif the most indecent looks may juz turn out 2 b a faithful chap ! haha… juz sum sudden flash of my mind…

sms alrd exceeds…argh… but nvm.. i shld b held responsible !

heard tt energy is coming to town !!! hee

haha..- me,you & dupree - ..i tink tis movie wilb nice…i wan 2 watch tis !!!!!!!!!!

john tucker must die was nt bad ba i suppose…teaches us nt to lie & b faithful & truthful  to our partners… honesty is the best policy yea ? u wil noe when u mit the right 1… the feelin wilb different ba.. u wil go all out juz 2 fulfill tt person’s needs & wants w/o any complains or hard feelins… poor john was heartbroken when his dream gal was actualli a heartbreaker sent by his exS ..& tt certainly changed his attitude to love . sumtimes sum tgs can juz changed us overnite..a wrong r/s,a wrong frenshp,a wrong cca,anytg tt sux . muz try tk tgs ez manz… sumtimes i do get v agitated over injustice done . yes i do . haix .

yawns..i m tired agn…am such a piggy…lolx…. wanna get 1 more mag !

* i wan to cure my insomnia , less caffine ? *

listenin to mani of my past-fave songs tt i juz managed to find online nt lng ago…ar…nice ! 1 song i realli lyk by rong zu er…

…..gosh…i found mani songs tt i used to lyk a lot in the past…found a webby..a damm gd webby tt gt so mani songs…haven to me…dou i m appearin lyk a pirate here…kekez… =x … tt song by juno mai jun long..damm hard to find sia…even tt webby onli gt 3/4 of the song & w/o lyrics… cant seem to find the lyrics anywhere…but nvm,i m more than contented wif wad i had found manz.. =)

….was toking abt the past wif my pal…ar… mani happenings which i had alrd healed the hurt & disappoinment…. i m fine tokin abt it now…  mani tgs taught me to c life in a diff light… i seen the dark side of human nature tt time.. it sux.. but it enlightened me…  ar… past past tsk tsk… i m now lookin forward to a better future … i wil juz look back at it & laugh at times..coz mani tgs tt happened r absurd… [boo!]

done nth much todae..haf been slping & slping..i m becoming a pig… cant slp last nite..was listenin to songs…. din went for the workshop oso… den at nite mit pal at burger king..damm full sia…lolx… lunch was nuggets..omg…fast food the whole dae…arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

….yawns….aint tt tired yet dou..dun feel lyk slpin now…its 12.48am…

sianz…5 more daes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* rem the wishes we made *

haha am eatin as i m bloggin…ar..1 of my all time fave snacks…chilli tapioca ! yummy !

…energy gt new songs yea…stil nt bad….. 1 song i lyk…

爱失控 ~ Energy

时间
一分一秒被偷走
所谓的永久
被曾经取代后
变成恶魔
手里握着多余的温柔
独自反复思索
收藏保留
随风飞走
说来轻松

自由
是否会比较好过
原来没有
成全的背后总有
痛苦在招手
记忆停留在最初时候
星光已不再闪烁
无话可说
继续走
还是朋友

让你走
我的爱失控
藏在幸福快乐的背后
是我
逃避退缩
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
是非对错不想再多说
眼神交会时候
出卖承诺
泪在留

想通
躲在黑暗的出口
难以捉摸
是缘份的作用
导致失控
还是孤独一时的冲动
抹去爱情轮廓
故事内容
谁补充
安静的尘封

世界的旋律因你而转动
就算再失控
落空
音符交织感动
就够

让你走
我不再是我
感受不到心跳的触碰
占有
转眼成空
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
徘徊梦中模糊脸孔
遗留在角落
不再轻易地经过

我对天空说 ~ 潘玮柏

记忆原来都堆在云里了
常常告诉我忘了些什么
所以每一次想见你
你就落下来了

爱情是渐渐变了样子的
束手无策的我向前走
一天一天拭写掉了
我们从前的快乐
但是
我还是做同样的梦
思念握住你的手
我的右边座位现在空空荡荡
假装你还是我的

我对天空说你是真的爱我
我喜欢的人之后忘记了我
回忆他一滴一滴
从天上慢慢降落
好像说孩子你别难过
我对天空说你是那么温柔
我深爱的人现在抱着谁呢
雨滴他一次一次
送走了一些寂寞
可是带不走那天你说一句
我爱你
可是带不走你说我爱你

….haf been bz & lazy…so din realli blog…

….so fast… 5 mths flew… =)

todae gt tuition…damm shag

sch starts at 4pm todae…b4 tt was juz projects…haha..i m the narrator…lolx..damm funni sia…the conflict between the cust. & the CSO…waha ! sandy gonna haf a hard time on tt dae =X . mayb not la…haha .

sumtimes..i juz feel so insecure…mayb tts y it caused me 2 do stupid tgs…2 do tgs i wun normalli do ? mmmm…or mayb its juz coz i m too soft - hearted ? or i m juz plain dumb ? mayb mayb mayb… haix . ya i said i do haf the faith & its stil there …no worries =)

some1 told me 19 is actualli a v young age…& tt at tt age…u wunb able 2 realise as much tgs as u wil when u hit 20+ ? how true ? i duno …every1 haf diff xperiences in life …. its a complicating tg…. so is love… mani sae love is simple…it is …bt sometimes…too mani distractions & disagreement blurred the definition of it…

…IMF is here !!! ….

…tml gg to a skin care & make up workshop..they wil oso b givin us a free makeover…duno how mani ppl r gg but its a small workshop as told by em…haha…hope it wilb interesting =)

urgh…the chilli tapioca is causin my throat 2 haf irritations…

mushroom soup is nice !!! hee…

….. i m sinful ……. am i ? am i not ? but i din do anytg heinous … kekez… chim . nvm .

* i miss chattin wif you on the phone *

* haiz *