Archive for October, 2006

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Sunday, October 29th, 2006

damm sia…blogger dun allow me to update..keep showing sum errror thingy…haix..waste my time sia..n frenster oso gt prob .dun allow me to approve testi..n the nxt moment…the testi is gone..argh

revision nt gettin any beta

sian

go slp le

* argh. *

…….

Thursday, October 19th, 2006

断点 ~ 张敬轩

静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点

静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言

for the duno how mani times…i m hearing tis song repeatedly rite now…its in repeat mode n i dun bother to change the song…sumhow tis is a great song yea…been so lng since i last hear it..haha..

其实很爱你

Wednesday, October 18th, 2006

其实很爱你 ~ 张韶涵

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

a nice song by her..haha…

* my lyrics centre !! * haha *

…….hey

Wednesday, October 4th, 2006

i suppose my new blog is ready le ba… mayb i wil start using it within these few daes le…

the addresss is http://i-m-juz-me.blogspot.com/

…. blue is the word to describe me currently ….

in a breakdown of sth.. both parties r always hurt… bt when sumtg get too tiring to carry on or hold on… y nt ?

when both cant understand each other… pointless . we r living in a world… nt an isolated island anyway… its nt as if we onli gt each other to face…there wilb other probs as well in each other’s lives…since no compromise can b reached… might as well . damm .

sian .

when i’ m dw n sad… i juz wan sum1 to b there… i dun relate to my probs 1st becoz i wanna haf the comfort of forgetting em 4 a moment.. but i wil cum back to it aft a while..aft i feel better a bit.. aft i m fine toking abt it… is tt so hard 2 understand ? well,mayb for mani .

mayb its my fault to haf the tendency to always escape probs..its my fault,forever mine . damm it.

* can You Feel My Word ? 真实的我没办法伪造 *

can u ?

Monday, October 2nd, 2006

can you feel my world ? ~ 王力宏

你只喜欢我微笑
你决定我的需要
我要怎么说才好
我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你要的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲
你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑
不能满足拥抱
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法伪造
Can You Take My Hands
真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好
你才觉得我重要
你只要我有礼貌
其他假装看不到
我要怎么说才好
当我的情绪低潮
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你要的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲
你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑
Rap:I keep on comin’ back for more yo
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷
为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道我的世界已经变的越来越小
跑不掉 逃不了
怎么面带着微笑
怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉
怎么嘴嘟着好严肃
这不是哭着就好
怎么旋律在我脑袋
一直转一直绕
一直率 一直撑着我再一次祷告
帮助我
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法伪造
Can You Take My Hands
真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要

i hide my tears behind my iron mask of tears…its gettin heavy..its gettin tiring..coz its made of iron..damm heavy…haha..

feel so moody todae…

moody

moody

moody

i can onli see the colour blue

* can you feel my world ? *

happie childrens’ dae !! PART 2

Sunday, October 1st, 2006

its 1st oct..childrens’ dae..mmm..it had been damm lng since i last celebrated it…6yrs ? since 1999 when i was in pri 6 ? nostalgia filled me as i recalled my childhood..fun it was…carefree it was..innocence i possessed…everytg seem nicey & beautiful… till growing up scarred my life… haha… wad the hell am i writing sia.. kekez…

lately..haf been sick…headaches everydae..insomnia almost everynite..argh..i dun feel human… i feel as if i m walking on thin air…. & there’s any time tt i might slip & fall to my death… ha…

watched rob-b-hood…damm funni n nice..haha…. & the baby is realli cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

……..haf been reading sum of xiaxue’s post lately..haha..daring gal she is…i admire her courage i can sae.. well done…kinda interesting too..but well…sum to me r kinda lame though..no offense.. every1 gt their own privacy to blog wad they wan anyway…

these 2 daes haf been a rollercoaster day for me..argh..dun realli wish to tok abt it anymore.. juz let it go manz..haix..

eyes now damm pain agn…

haha…anyway..my new blog is stil under construction…i m slow i admit..lazy in fact….haha..sumore blogger lyk kinda lag de leh… mafan… duno can put chinese words or nt oso… sian sian..

was reading my old xanga blog …in the afternn… well.. haha..its all in da past le ..so dun get too bothered abt it alrite,my dear?

tink tonite i can slp ba…i wish..i hope so…

2006…this particular year…ar… is realli a v eventful yr for me.. mani new tgs.. mani new changes..mani new happenings… sum gd sum bad… 2006.. i wil nv ever forget tis yr… let me recalled my yrs frm millennium till now…

YR 2000 - mmmm… sec 1 ? well… stress but overall great ba…

YR 2001 - eh…sec 2 ? mmm…starting to lose my balance n motivation in life…had alot of fun tgs,met mani new frens…so far so gd actualli

YR 2002 - hell began . a change of cca… new subs combi… the triple science & double maths nearli killed me… undergg emotional turmoils… mental stress…

YR 2003 - i tot i could had died… olvls was fine… bt i admit it was tough revising for it nevertheless… mmm…frenshp probs… 1st job… tryin 2b sum1 i wasnt…& in the end i failed bitterly… erm… had sum nice moments… but it din last… well… no comments

YR 2004 - tpjc yr 1… well..was nt in the mind of gg to a jc then…was wantin 2 go to sp.. flunked my studies tt yr.. bt well..lucky me…i made it in the end…haha.. erm… sum ups n dws in love… overall…was nt exactly great..

YR 2005 - Alvls..nearli squeezed all my brain juice out…gosh… coz my basics sucks..tts y..i was nt up to the mark…argh… damm me.. how i regret … bt too bad… there’s no time or room for any regrets.. went to work end of da yr… mmm….

YR 2006 - haha..i m making it sound as if…it had ended n tt 2007 is nearing VERY soon…. ha.. jan to mar sucks..simply sucks… results release… + mani other tgs.. 1st quarter of ‘06 simply sucks…damm it.. haha..bt i m glad tt i found u since apr.. thanks alot 4 everytg . really. no matter wad happened to us in the end..i m stil glad..u were there once…. lets rem our promises k ? jiayou tog… life’s hard & sianz.. but cheer each other up yea…. its oso the start of my uni life wif a course i m a total stranger in it… tryin my best now … lets hope 2006 wilb a great yr overall !!! i m looking forward to 2007 !

YR 2007 - haha…i m enjoyin life…frm now on.. all my exams..i passed wif flying colours..even tt damm damm accounting module..i stil managed to pass it wif such a lousy lecturer 4 it… life is gd.. no quarrels wif dearie… every1 is well & fine… i striked lottery ( no no…i dun buy it …haha ) … i mean my parents striked it… no frenshp probs… hp bill nv xplode le..i gt my dream hp… i gt a great part time job … my health improved.. dearie’s no longer sian abt ns.. health oso great… a lil bit less stress… no more xtra ppl ard hindering… how i wish YR 2007 nv pass…

^^^^ haha…i m juz dreaming n hoping abt YR 2007….it certainly wun turn out tt way i tink..i aint v optimistic am i ? but well..life’s nt a bed of roses…tts wad i learnt…but neverthelss..i still hope YR2007 wil b a fine n nicey yr…. amen ! ^^^^

wa…i blog so lng liao..waste time…gosh…i need a time organiser sia… i m v prone to wasting time i realised..sian..tml is mon..start of a new week….arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . hope sat can cum sooner !

* lets jiayou tog !!! *